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Life's a roller coaster

Life's throwing me lemons & I'm making lemonade.

This day

This day ain't what I expected
It's what I've sometimes hoped for
It's actually what I want in a day
I'm smiling
I'm laughing

It indeed is a gift
I now understand why it is a day of the Lord
It's His will
He gave it to me
I am
He is
He was, He will be

He wishes me to be with Him always
I choose if I want to be with Him
He gives me that many opprtunities
That many opprtunities-daily

With each breath
With each moment I still can choose
I decided so many days ago
Each day is a joy

Yes, I may cry
Yes, I may feel sad
You may say I'm not joyous
My spirit rejoices
I know the shoulder always there for me

My guide always there
This day I will walk with Him
Like any other day
I choose to walk with Him
For as long as He will.

Watchman’s word

I’m in a battle field.
All I had to do was to state my faith and WHAM the devil started his tricks again.
I'm intelligent unlike him
I recognise his methods of attack
he's run out of new tricks
All are in a cycle and SO predictable

Why should something so small as practice separate us?
Practices are not what God searches but the spirit.
Yeah so we need to live life in the physical hence the need for rules
I feel like shouting out like Paul
Why should the law separate us?
Why should we allow a human creation to separate us?
NOTHING can separate us from the love of God

Whilst we are all fighting to justify our positions we don’t see the enemy
We make our neighbour our enemy
The enemy in the erstwhile is claiming victory
And why shouldn’t he?
Ur armour is not on
Your using ur opinion
You’re focusing on the past
And he will proclaim victory if we carry on this battle for long
You’re focusing on flesh

And would I be wrong if I said flesh has won over spirit
Flesh is n control
Spirit is under attack
But flesh is in control
STOP!!!!!!!!

Take ur Bible and your spirit will be the one in control again
He is ur neighbour not ur enemy
U both have a common enemy
Focus on that
If you both want to claim victory over the enemy this is what u should do

Agree ur guide
YES the BIBLE
And ATTACK from the angle u know best
And in no time the enemy is down and u’re back on your feet
In the spirit,
In control!!!!!!!

ALIVE IN VICTORY!!!!

Go read Ezekiel 33
It's all about hearing the word at His mouth.

FISH

There's a lot of conditioning that takes place in our lives
Don’t agree?
Look at the way you put toothpaste on your toothbrush
Check where you put your feet when you get out of bed
Worse, the 1st mail you look for on your pc
See?

Bottom line, there’s a lot of conditioning in our lives
However much we may want to deny it
It’s very difficult to rid our lives with routines
And so it is with how we view life situations
Change is sometimes very difficult
Especially when you were the leader of the pack
Instinct always wants to continue leading
Even if the pack is no more there
If the pack has a new leader you want to groom them to be a miniature you
It mayn’t be that bad but hey,
Let change take place
Let people grow up
Let people mature
You won’t always be there
Let them learn how to be self-sustaining just like you
As long as the rod is there for the plant to lean on
Chances are the spine will never be strong enough to support the plant when it bears fruit
The rod may remain for all of it’s life
Some won’t view it as peculiar
Coz that’s how they’ve always seen it
It won’t look normal when the rod breaks either
What won’t be normal is to see a full grown plant fall down coz it cannot carry the weight of its own fruit

Twisted analogy?

Not really

In life we need to let go and let the bruised kid get up on their own and figure out if they’ll cry or just wince with pain
Tough love it seems but we all need it
I’ve had it
I will let those under my umbrella know it
We all have to grow up some time

BUT…….

Grow on your own turf
Make your home in your own house
House rules are for your own house
Prune your own turf first then come tell me how to manage mine
Examples still apply in this day and age
BE an example and let others learn

Got lost somewhere BUT bottom line is
If a man wants fish, teach him how to fish so that you've fed him for a lifetime.

Silent protest?

Nah!
I don't believe in that.
I was silent and just didn't say anything I couldn't stand up for what was happening
Let alone face myself and say I've done my job
Wait a minute…..
I didn’t agree that I'd take it as part of the job
Actually went on this journey fro the heck of it
And I'm quitting the ride
It's not proper
It's just not right

It scares me that someone can actually not feel for the next person that much
They're looking at them but seeing thru them

I cannot stand with such
It may have been seen as silent protest but that was my idea of showing them I'm no more with them

I will not stand in their counsel.

No More since I now know them throughout.
I will not.

The best I can do is change them. I’m praying on that.Nah!
I don't believe in that.
I was silent and just didn't say anything I couldn't stand up for what was happening
Let alone face myself and say I've done my job
Wait a minute…..
I didn’t agree that I'd take it as part of the job
Actually went on this journey fro the heck of it
And I'm quitting the ride
It's not proper
It's just not right

It scares me that someone can actually not feel for the next person that much
They're looking at them but seeing thru them

I cannot stand with such
It may have been seen as silent protest but that was my idea of showing them I'm no more with them

I will not stand in their counsel.

No More since I now know them throughout.
I will not.

The best I can do is change them. I’m praying on that.

Closed door, Open door

One door closed and that’s for sure
Yes it’s closed
No hope of it being opened again
If it does, the movement will be unidirectional
And all for one person.
Enough of that-‘selfish’ may feature and that’s not a nice word.
It’s pointless noting anything about it except that it took eight months 6 days, 2 minutes and 36 seconds to finally submit that the door is indeed closed.
And the door opened?
Well there are actually many doors open just that you choose which ones to venture into
Promise lies behind each door
The only problem is that sometimes what’s articulated as a promise remains just that
A promise unfulfilled and you rest still with a promise
Selection sometimes is difficult
Of late selection has been helped with closing of the aforementioned door
Natural selection?
Almost, and a bit of deduction after expectations are not met.
It’s obvious some of these things are pre-planned and some people just cannot handle them
AND???????
Well, let’s just say for now I’m going through a door with not many promises except two- friendship and trust
No the cat will stay in the bag for a while.
Yeah for a while I will keep silent as I venture through this opened door.

My world, my words

Passion -That which drives us to want what we want and believe that tehre still is something more.
Love- That which we feel can only be felt and enjoyed with someone else
Life - That which we all say is impossible to understand but love it all the same
Friend - that person whom we can confide in and will know what we want to say before we say it & understands the quiet moments.
Smile- That which we so often desire yet we stifle when we feel it forming on our face
Longing - that which we deny ourselves yet we so much need. The denial can be detrimental
Relationship- a mixture of all the above misconstrued as LIFE